Maaaaah!

Temporarily, this will be my dairy.

I'll be at Tumblr. ;D

Say What

My my, look at that, I decided to blog today. Hello & morning, ocassionally visitors.

Its so out of the blues, so take note, it'll be random! Its 2.42am, I was about to sleep after putting my brain in a dreadlock mode of studies. 60 blistering, mind blowing questions & reading in between worked a sweat in my brain.

Its so dark now, with no light except for the laptop & a lamp couple meters away. No wonder my eyes are damaged in an instance! But weird thing is, I dont do anything about it. The atmosphere is cold, but for some reason iam sweating inside my shirt, too darn annoying. -.-

I ate shepperd's pie few hours ago, I guess that's why iam still awake. Though i know iam suppose to be asleep by now, I could not help but browse through the net & listening to hardcore music... scratch that, soothing emo music! HAH! --'

With many thoughts in my head, I just couldnt help but to have a session of day dreams since this morning. Iam just that bored? I have restricted in playing games, going to the net, contact-ing with them friends, doing what makes me feel alive (at some point!). So i really cant help it but fantasies of what i wish to do! x.x

I miss handful of people right now. I miss the raya hangouts? This is so contradicting to what I said earlier that I despise Raya. But its pleasent nonetheless this year. I miss you guys already & its been just a week after that day. Once again, I recall 'Form 5' is an awesome batch this year. =')

Hell, Monday is the start of my exam! (Random right!) So i calculated that my climax of the exam will be the 1st & 2nd week of the exam where I will come across stress! Since I know i'll stress it out! Iam not making any sense am I! & last 2 weeks will be a breeze? Hopefully! Yeah, my exam lasts for 5 weeks.

Pmb-ians, are well on their way to holiday mood. How I envy them. Which reminds me of the thought of flying my way to Singapore 2 days after the exams! YEAH BABY~ & this is where one of my day dream takes place. Bring-ing a fellow friend there! A girl to be exact. Well, that wont happen anytime soon.

I guess i'll turn into my sub consious now, I'll need the brain power of a CPU to conquer another 80 questions! My goal? I guess so! Wish me luck.

It might be another week when I'll return. Its a 1 week blog delimma, I guess! ;D
Good Luck to All who is having exams.

I'll leave you with an inspiring quote. It helped me.

'Knowing is not enough; we must apply.'
'Willing is not enough; we must do.'
Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

Minor Thoughts

Dear Readers, (If they are any left)

Its been awhile. It was official that my blog was dead. But I was reading some post & it got me inspired to write. Well, I do miss the fact that I do not blog as much, but we are in entitle to have our freedom away from the internet. Its not working though.

Yes, indeed our mock are over, forever! What a thought of joy, but come to think of it, knowing that we would not have it anymore, well, saddens me? Yeah, I think I'm weird. I think due to the fact that we are going to a new stage in life. Our reign in high school is coming to an end. Hopefully.

I enjoyed being in elementary, but high school is just something else. College? Sure I'm looking forward to it. But I know, I'll miss my high school days, especially the amazing people I've met & of course the wonderful moments that took place. Face it, what is school without them. Sure, my school is a control & rule freak & has funny management etc , honestly speaking. But I'm still thankful, It can be considered as a second home.

My point being is that, do not overlook what life has to offer. 'Kids wish to become adults, adult wish to be in their glory years'. We often overlook these. Sure, you heard that phrase plenty of times. My prespective in live is to be cautious yet optimistic yet faithful & thankful too. That's how I'm raised. To have greater principle of knowledge & patience is where I walk on, but at the same time to rock \m/

I'm mold this way not by chance, but by my surroundings, namely; my family, my friends, my experiences, let it be good or bad. I've learn my mistakes. I'm proud to what I've grown to. I'm Thankful.

Sure my post seemingly have meaningless statement but hey, isnt that what expressing writing is about. I'm sure I'll rant more about school anytime soon now & hopefully stay in one topic, okay. Till then.

Sincere Arif Nayan.

Ripped Away.

Do you know how it felt like to give it your all, & at the end it was taken away, just like that. Well yeah, probably most people go through that. & here i was an idiot to think it was going well to a point it might be grow into something beautiful. But some people are just harsh.

No wonder the word 'Love' is spoilt. Ahhhhhh! After all i've been through this year is fucking tough! Is like my dad's death wasnt enough. Now it just push me off to my brink existence. It fucking sucks maaa.

Ah my god, I just feel like spinning an animal head's 360 until it ripped off! LOL! Naw, I wouldnt do such thing. Though my drums took most my hits! But its all good, I guess thats why I love drums.

Iam too hyper or too depressed too much this week. I guess thats what i get for loving someone too much. Thank god, I aint going insane, I think >.<

But I still have them friends. =')
School is coming to an end my dear form 5's.
Lets kick ass! \w/ Screw love life!

Sorry lh if ada yg terasa.

End.

The Smile On Your Face.

Is without a fact that her face reminds me of a warm feeling inside,
Without a doubt that her smile shine me,
Is prove that her existence is enough to make me whole,

I Love You Aime.
Raaaaawwwwr~


Back in 2008.


A Good Morning Post for you love.


I know how much you love sunflowers,
So here, a field of 'em with b-e-a-u-tiful clouds just for you.
xD

Good Morning Love.

im going to sleep now

Hi! I’m back again! I guess my yesterday’s post isn’t my last post after all. I just got to tell you what happened today! I’ll do it in numbers so it would be a lot easier for you to identify if it was a good or a bad day. Because I can’t really tell!

You know what? Maybe not. I just don’t think it’s an appropriate post for a time like this – Puasa. I feel like I’m half malay! I don’t do fasting though but I do wake up at 4 in the morning for my calls haha.

Oh and look what Ella did to me …

She ironed my hair! I was all no-no at first and I don’t know what made me agreed to her. It was ticklish. I’m just very sensitive like that, okay! I remember, when I went to the saloon to get my hair trimmed, I couldn’t stop laughing. The woman even asked me ‘Are you okay?’ because I giggled every time she touches my hair. I love going to the saloon though.

I have been told that it’s not okay to talk about chow during puasa. Also, they said that people who are fasting are not allowed to pick their nose. But what if it’s really itchy and you couldn’t stand it anymore? Will it be okay if some one else does it for you?

Nothing, just a wonder.

Good morning, everyone! I’m listening to Savage Garden now ...

I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love, be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do...

Such a corny song. Reminds me of Arif :P

The Early Mornings.

How awesome it is to have puasa once again. I recently liked it, yeah recently! xD Well now i adore the month of puasa. Anyhoo today sahur was unusual, I think the fact that my dad does not wake me up like he used too makes it empty. But it has positive effects too, we prepare, we eat, we clean, we pray together. =)

Insyallah that we'll still do this routine this puasa.

Sahur mornings are fine, especially getting to hear a certain girls voice in the mornings. Err, that in a way sounds scary. Well at least not this girl, though she occassionaly go 'uuugrrrrr' but that itself is so cute & what goes after that is 'Ariiiiiiiif'! (is between her & I really, I know the others are blur now! xD)

Yeah i'll stop here for now.

My sunflower, My inspiration, My love. =)

Ps. I know its not much, but its something.
Good Morning people. Have a great puasa people! xD

Ps.2, Love make sure you study for your upcoming exam~ x)
Have a great day love.

I L-o-v-e Y-o-u Love! =)